@ellieshamlian
tears literal tearsđ but WE GOT THE TOWNHOUSEâźď¸ NONSTOP PARTIES FOR THE WHOLE YEAR (AND IT WILL BE LEGAL BC I WILL BE 21)âźď¸also have now met 2/3 of the girls and theyâre all so cool but not annoying cool, more like fun cool with a lil sprinkle of instability! pretty sure we were the last group to make the cut with our priority number so me listening to a lucky girl syndrome playlist on spotify mustâve worked! i also got to see my bff beth (therapy) and went to trader joeâs & target so feeling very #thrivey today and think it is going to be a #stellar year next year! now if only this semester could get better i could maybe finally grasp the idea of total happiness! but genuinely the thought of being happy scares me bc like what do u do all the time if youâre not constantly thinking about the pain and terrors of life? like iâm happy sometimes but people that are genuinely justâŚ. always happy??? donât get it. i bet theyâre not funny tho and at least i have that going for me! i hope!
