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This old boo has been trapped in my head all day. I miss the old newsboys. These were the days their music just slapped
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Bopdrops
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Disabled people are FORTY TIMES MORE LIKLEY to take their own lives. Read that again. READ THAT EFFING AGAIN! How is this acceptable!? HOW IS THIS OKAY!? Everyone including Doctors dismiss our mental health. We hear things like: “Well no kidding your depressed” “Get over yourself. Your just lazy” “Just don’t think about it” “I’d k:Ll myself if I were in your shoes.” “You’re a burden on society” “Your wasting government money” “People like you shouldn’t be alowed in public” “You should have been aborted” (I personally have been told every one of those) The disabled community is DYING and the world is just watching it happen! We’re struggling. We don’t want your pity. We need people to love, accept, and fight for us and with us. Because we’re exhausted. Change the Narrative. Don’t let us become another statistic. Our mental health matters too. Check on your loved ones with disabilities.
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Day 6 of #WeirdChristmas I do not like Weezer. Just not a fan… but this album 👀 this is my favorite Christmas album. I’m other news I cut myself kinda bad while working on my boyfriends gift 😅 look… leather working is dangerous apparently 😂 this gift better come out decent or all these wounds won’t be worth it 😂😂😂 (4 cuts later 😂 not even half doneeee)
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Ughhhhhh I just wanna fall in love 🙃🙃🙃🙃
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This song is my newest obsession. Grew up at age 5. Wore a fake smile my whole life. When people thought I was the happiest was when I was closest to my own death. Started to find myself in college but put it aside to list others up and I started to loose myself again. 4 years ago my disability showed up. Not to mention everything else on my mind, being treated like less bc of my wheelchair, friends abandoning me. But I smiled. 4 years and 1 abusive relationship later I’m DONT PRETENDING. Jesus wept, so I can too! I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life. But now I quit pretending when I’m not ok. Tbh this app has really helped me open up. Even if just to strangers on the internet
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My boyfriend showed me this song tonight 🥺😭
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My therapist broke me today. She asked me if I woke up tomorrow totally healed and without any of my disabilities, who I would be. ; who am I aside from disabled. I… couldn’t answer. I never realized that I don’t know who I am. Hell, I thought I figured that out last year but. Here we are. Who am I? Hell if I know 😭
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Cuz this world is made of color
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THIS IS MY WAR SONG On my way to kick this illness’s ASS! #chronicillness #spoonie
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Of course it cuts off right before the chorus. If you want to hear one of the most stunning heartfelt and meaningful songs, listen to the full song with good headphones and crank it. I’ve really been battling my own mind. I feel like everything And everyone I love is 2,000,000 miles away, even if they are right across the room. Nothing feels right, my mind feels dizzy without my vision being blurry. Today I stared at my computer full of games but couldn’t make myself do anything, I haven’t been able to draw lately not even for fun. Nothing feels fun anymore. Nothing I do feels good enough for anything not for other people, not for God, not even for myself. So yeah. I feel a little lost
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Yallllll one of my besties joined the bopdrop fam! Go follow @jordyn11775 Found this song today and it made my brain go BRRRRRRR 😱 something about it just makes me happy stim! Yes! Yeeee
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Happy thanksgiving! Or should I say Good Luck! 🙃 Thankgiving has always been my least favorite. It’s an extraordinarily overstimulating holiday for me. My Gram asked me not to bring my service dog this year again 🙃. I take him every Sunday but she doesn’t want him there with all the extra people I guess. So now I’m even more anxious bc I won’t have him. YAY Thankfully I do have my boyfriend by the poor guy has to meet my crazy family. On he bright side, we are also doing Thankgiving with his fam. Which mean I get to leave my thankgiving about 5 hours earlier than normal! Remember you are worthy of a HAPPY day. Try not to let your family ruin it ❤️
