smooth
High School in Jakarta
NIKI
Genres
Bopdrops of this song
kinda nostalgic for high school idk why lol
are you better now that we’re older?
I figured out I am actually allergic to extreme heat. Like everyone else, they assumed my flush was normal until I checked out my arms and body, the redness was everywhere. Though none of it felt itchy, I found it scary because I had difficulty breathing. Ngl it still scares me up now, because the environment I’m living in is humid, especially the University where I go. Anyways, Nicole's Album is keeping my mind afloat during travels.
the bottom of my garden is a new world, especially when the space under the hedges crawl away into my neighbours’ gardens. the grass looks like caterpillars on my lawn. the tree that looked like a beast last year looks neatly tucked away, no longer intimidating at all compared to the sprawling hedges reaching into the clearing, the ones my mum complains about making the garden look messy and overgrown. it gets wilder every year, and I notice more every year. I even notice how I am less scared of insects now, at least the daytime ones, they work away whilst I am unemployed, what an inspiration. so many different kinds of butterfly. I heard an animal, was it a bird or a fox, either way there was a large living being within 10 metres of me. I wonder how far this bee travelled to get here, where is its hive. I see so many on my lawn right now but to think there should be so many more than this. the sun has completely moved me out of the shade. let’s not mow the lawn.
living under that was hard, but i loved you harder
Can’t relate, but the song is a vibe 🥰
okay but when she says “we were a sonata, thanks to tight-lipped fathers/yeah, livin' under that was hard, but I loved you harder” and “I still hate you for makin' me wish I came out smarter” and “are you better now that we’re older?” and “I won't, but I wanna/ask you when you talk about it, do I ever come up?”









